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byf/byi && dni && tw/cw

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AKKO !
he/they/neopronouns
18 && may 20th 2007
bisexual poly demiboy
cambodian, chinese, korean
buddhist + canadian citizen
heizou’s boyfriend /srs
LIKES !
music, dancing, singing, writing lyrics, butterflies, bunnies, genshin impact, making playlists, art, vrc, rain, night, crk, pjsekai, kissing men, cooking, liana flores, hair dye, doing voice impressions, purple, makeup, knitting, painting my nails, tarot cards, making music, manifestation, miraculous ladybug, dislyte, my bf heizou !!, baking, roblox, going out with my friends <3, playing instruments, overwatch, omori, lego ninjago, DESTROY BOYS <333, talking about things that are important to me or others, MY GUITAR !!, hugs, playing overwatch, sleep calls, HAN JISUNG, STRAY KIDS, kio my fav <3, jujutsu kaisen, voice calls, pretty little liars
DISLIKES !
loud places, crowds, perfume/cologne, bugs, being alone, certain textures, chalkboards, fakeclaimers who don't do research or have proof, ppl who are self diagnosed and say “i have” instead of “i might/i think i have”, chapped lips, the smell of cheese, country music, dirty nails, pink lipstick, reality checkers, ppl who call me delusional, ppl who make fun of my interests, self diagnosed ppl who think it’s okay to speak over fully diagnosed ppl, autismspeaks, completely dark rooms, fish, unseasoned food, fake friends, hypocrites, manipulating, ppl who excuse bigotry
STUFF !
i am a musician ! i play guitar and i sing but i also dance and write my own music occasionally. i'm starting a band too !
all of my favourite hobbies and talents are music related, besides cooking
i play clarinet and guitar ! i own a black squier strat but i unfortunately don’t own a clarinet yet
i have freckles on my face n body, but they’re hard to see
i have 21 piercings
i can understand khmer, french and korean but have trouble speaking them
i like dyeing my hair a lot and my hair changes often
i have a deep connection when it comes to spirituality. i was born and raised in a buddhist family, and my family has been buddhist for generations. i like reading cards, communicating with spirits and manifesting ! as it is part of my culture
i'm a beginnner vrc avatar creator
i'm a plat 1 support main and a twitch streamer ! i mostly play mercy and i’m on the way to climbing the ranks
i’m a huge stay and i’ve loved skz since 2017 ! my bias is han but i love every single one of them
DIAGNOSIS + SPECIAL INFO !
d.i.d + bpd
autism + adhd
bipolar disorder + schizophrenia
generalized anxiety + social anxiety
depression + dysthymia
ocd + ocpd
depersonalization derealization
dissociative amnesia
erotomania + psychosis
delusions of grandeur + obslove disorder
mild tic disorder
ptsd + cptsd
anorexia + bulimia
i am not entirely able-bodied, i use a cane on days where i cannot tolerate pain.
arthritis + anemia
mild heart condition
constant fatigue
low blood sugar
note that i'm only sharing SOME things. the rest are private

byf/byi && dni && tw/cw

BYF/BYI !
i am xiao, albedo, venti, xingqiu + more irl /srs. if you wanna know more abt it, just ask me !
i have fictive heavy d.i.d but i do have “normal” alters.
i need tone tags and i tend to curse a lot.
i am extremely mentally ill, i get hospitalized frequently !!
i have erotomania, mainly towards characters from my sources. do NOT tell me they aren't real or they're yours, they are not. it will cause me genuine distress if you tell me otherwise, which can result in harm to me or others.
NEVER call me delusional, instant block or drop.
kins of me are allowed to interact but pls be careful how you speak around me, do NOT call yourself me out of rp/va context. i don’t like it ! ( ex. “i’m a venti kinnie so i’m basically venti in real life” )
i do struggle with memory loss due to past events and having d.i.d please kindly remind me of things if needed
i have a tic disorder, anxiety and having autism and adhd makes it worse. verbal and motor, but they can vary depending on the day. being around others with tics can set off my tics and vice versa
saying “i” or “me” doesn’t mean i “no longer have d.i.d” or that i’m faking it.
masking is a thing + i’ve been struggling with it for more than half my life. i will show you my diagnosis papers IF we are close. i don’t owe strangers anything.

i have a huge overthinking problem but i tend not to bring it up unless it gets too much for me
because of my mental illnesses, i tend to have really bad splits or mood swings. i can’t control them entirely, but i try to lessen them
i have manipulative tendencies, but they are being treated. i don’t purposefully use them. i tend to get manipulative during episodes, splits
and occasionally, switches. please be cautious.

i make a lot of sexual jokes/references, lmk if you don’t like it
dni romantically if under 09 and over 05 ! my dating age range is two years max
DNI !
-15/28+ ( unless we were already close ), basic dni criteria, anti of things i like, reality checks me, dream smp fan, l0li/sh0tac0n, does not respect triggers, neopronouns hater/anti, xenogender anti, any doubles of me or certain fictives ( it makes me VERY uncomfortable + kins are on thin ice ), if you try to separate me from myself, ''endogenic" systems, proship, fakeclaimers, view me as a sexual object/outlet, prolifers, ppl who call/want to call me delusional, ppl who lie abt having things/disorders to be my friends, think it's funny to coax a reaction from those with disabilities/illnesses, try to relate to everything about me and speak over me, ppl who fake illnesses ( physical, psychological, mental, etc ), ppl who wanna give themselves an illness as a label for things that are common symptoms ( ex. “ guys i hate messy stuff i must have ocd ! “ ), anti pet/age regressor, autismspeaks supporter, ppl who think or call me the “ arson “ stereotype, “ rcta “, think that blackwashing is a thing, minor/legal relationships
TW/CW !
these are not all mental health related. some are discomforts
eating disorders ( including weight, calories/meal portions, saying words like ‘starving’, using words like fat, heavy any similar things regarding my weight or others ), hallucinations, mentions of su!c!d3, hearing voices/noises inside one’s head, mentions s3lf h4rm ( physically, mentally or emotionally ), s3xual 4ssault/r*pe, all kinds of abuse, yelling/loud noises, crowded places, dumbing down/talking over someone else’s issues/trauma/etc ( ex. saying “ yeah but i went through [ wtv ] and it’s worse “ or anything similar ), sound of fireworks, gunshots/gunfire, psychosis, reality checking ( NEVER do this unless i ask or putting myself or someone else in IMMEDIATE danger ), schizophrenia, bpd/borderline personality disorder, dissociative identity disorder, inpatient/psych wards, substance abuse ( alcohol, drugs, nic, etc ), erotomania, flashing lights or any eyestrain, creepy images, pls let me know before sexualizing me or any fictive/irls, hard racism (yelling slurs, k1lling poc, etc)

fictives && more

FICTIVES N IRLS !
lucy heartfilia, fairy tail ( she/her )
mavis vermillion, fairy tail ( they/she )
erza scarlet, fairy tail ( she/they/he )
venti, genshin impact ( he/lyn )
xingqiu, genshin impact ( he/they/rain/star )
xiao, genshin impact ( he/they )
albedo, genshin impact ( he/they/fleur )
kazuha, genshin impact ( he/leaf/maple )
itto, genshin impact ( he/she/it/xe )
kokomi, genshin impact ( she/her )
hutao, genshin impact ( she/they )
sucrose, genshin impact ( all/any pronouns )
scaramouche, genshin impact ( he/it )
shinobu, demon slayer ( they/flower/she/he )
mitsuri, demon slayer ( they/she )
enmu, demon slayer ( he/all neos )
hajime, enstars ( they/it/he/cloud )
tori, enstars ( it/its )
mika, enstars ( he/him )
espresso, crk ( it/they )
herb, crk ( they/she/he )
affogato, crk ( no pronouns, use only name )
tang yun, dyslite ( it/he )
fabrice, dyslite ( it/all neos )
ladybug/marinette, miraculous ladybug ( they/she/spotz )
luka couffaine, miraculous ( he/him )
sunny/omori, omori ( he/she )
jay, lego ninjago ( he/spark )
vanitas, vanitas no carte ( he/him )
mercy/angela ziegler ( she/her )
juno ( he/star/solar/lune )
hana song/d.va ( she/they )
kirko, overwatch ( she/her )
genji shimada ( he/him )
clementine, twd telltale ( she/her )
suguru geto, jjk ( he/him )
maki zenin, jjk ( she/they )
yuki tsukumo, jjk ( she/her )
kobeni higashiyama, csm ( they/she )
angel devil, csm ( he/they )
ochaco uraraka, mha ( all/any )
kyoka jirou, mha ( he/she )
himiko toga, mha ( any pronouns )
nejire hado, mha ( he/she )
hitoshi shinso, mha ( he/it )
non fictives aren’t listed, but i’m happy to talk about them if you ask !KINS !
kaeya, zhongli, childe, 707 mystic messenger, zen mystic messenger, yoosung mystic messenger, kurama kamisama kiss, auriana lolirock, zane lego ninjago, tsukasa pjsekai, haru beastars, lucy fairytail, levy fairytail, cana fairytail, chakuro cotw, suou cotw, lykos cotw, rin/isuzu soma fruits basket, katara atla, mako tlok, armin aot, inubouzaki itsuki yuki yuna is a hero, mimori togo yuki yuna is a hero, andrea lego friends, emma lego friends, flora winx club, musa winx club, symmetra, mercy, d.va, mei
COMFORTS !
heizou, zhongli, childe, kaeya, diluc, chongyun, ayato, thoma, tomoe kamisama kiss, mizuki kamisama kiss, nanami kamisama kiss, yoosung mystic messenger, clover cookie, vampire cookie, rui pjsekai, madeline cookie, helia winx club, zane lego ninjago, cole lego ninjago, nya lego ninjago, kai lego ninjago, lloyd lego ninjago, sensei wu lego ninjago, inubouzaki fu yuki yuna is a hero, basil omori, mint choco cookie, tang xuan dislyte, tsukasa enstars, yuzuru enstars, eichi enstars, yuki yuna, riven winx club, cat noir, tomioka giyuu, iguro obanai, koucho kanae, tsuyuri kanao, tokito muichiro, muzan, literally all the hashira, mercy, d.va, reaper, ashe, kiriko, symmetra, genji, cassidy, literally most ow2 charas, noe vanitas no carte, aj twd telltale, violet twd telltale, louis twd telltale, lee twd telltale, denji, power, aki, reze, yoshida

socials

SOCIALS !
tellonym
personal instagram
spotify
soundcloud
snapchat
pronouns page
pinterest
va/covers youtube
va/covers instagram
discord — irlkyokajirou
twt — @XiAOEURS
tiktok — @akkophobic
vrc — ღ Kyoka Jirou
GAMES !
genshin uids
na/north america — ar59 617448073
asia — ar37 827070197
pjsekai id — 217649296839872520
roblox — G0R3R4CHA
dislyte — fleurbedo or 11455603
overwatch/battle.net —Ɛï3akkoǃ#1180
steam — ewscara